To me, this is the hardest issue to deal with in early recovery. It's the fear that I'm never going to have any fun anymore. Intellectually, I fully understand all the havoc that drinking caused in my life. And yet virtually all of the memories I have of doing really fun things involve drinking. Right now, I'm just hanging my hat on the fact I'm enjoying the mornings a LOT more now than I ever did the mornings after a bender. Hopefully, the appreciation of "sober fun" will come.
Day 22