Hi Timedrain, you and pretty much everyone else 2 months clean,and trying hard to stay that way...would say we pretty much all go through the lure of past temptation, and like it or not..we will encounter trigger,tempting situations..that need to be rode out..and judging by the many veteran..experienced quitters,the effects lessen somewhat with time, i personally have my wife downing a bottle of wine next to me,at home, and when its been a tough day stressfull etc, and your spouse cracks open a bottle..whilst your going through the green tea,or coffee menu..it can feel like it sucks, but then when she wakes grumpy with a raging hangover...and im fine and dandy..erh think i made the right choice...3 months in..an getting the jist of this and pretty much liking what/who im becoming, best thing ever ive chosen to do..wish you well on your own journey.