Thanks for the support again everyone! No cravings today. We went paddleboating, and the sunshine seemed to do me a world of good. I had forgotten how much I enjoy physical exercise and being outside. I also keep getting "signs" of encouragement randomly. Maybe they were always there, but I was too drunk or hungover to notice them. I'm pretty spiritual, and it is nice to feel that again. Hell, it's nice to feel anything again besides the insipid "high" of drinking and the pain, depression, and anxiety of a hangover. I also finally found a meeting to go to tomorrow night. I figure that since I gave someone else advice this afternoon, I had better get a better idea of what I am talking about. Plus, the camraderie of the experience can't hurt. People to turn to here and there should help a lot. I also want to be able to support other people through this process as well.