Originally Posted by
Time4me2Change 
Hi, my name is Jessica....... I am a self medicator. Sober for almost three months, attending AA & therapy for my underlying "issues".
Hi Jessica. Welcome. I was a self-medicator too, I just chose booze (and I'd use pills if they were available). For me, it's all about the escape. I drank mouthwash to feel different (and have fresh breath in the process!).
Hang in there.