Hi Chassey -
If you are an alcoholic, then moderation won't work.
You are in a life and death situation here. If you weren't alcoholic, then knowing that you had liver problems would certainly make someone abstain.
Given that you aren't willing to abstain, that should tell you something.
And therefore, you can't drink. Circular logic I know, but it is what it is.
Let us know how your moderation plan works this week. Be honest with yourself. Alcohol is cunning, baffling, and powerful. I wish you well.