I am now just beginning to develop a relationship with myself. i haven't been comfortable with me in a very long time...like when i was a sophmore at UPenn,,,before i fell under the spell of the originalMr. Fandy #1....he taught me how to drink...i continued and never stopped through our 11 year marriage, our divorce, several other relationships, my daughter's rebellion, etc, etc....
my REAL problem is lack of sleep and now a days self-esteem...but i am working on all of it and these days am cutting myself some slack.
I am ashamed to go back to my psych. doctor because she seemed so happy for me with my last relationship..which also turned out to be a sham....i got bamboozled and you would think I would know better by this time...i feel foolish and dumb.