i know that is right,sometimes when i sit here i think about the times when i just when along with him to placate him and i feel such anger about it all and i say to myself no thats it im not going back,but then i do i just dont seem to know myself anymore.
When i was away from him my family kept saying behind my back that i would be back with him blah blah and now i have proved them all right,so now they dont even ask me,infact i avoid them just incase they do.
How can i give them answers to something i dont even know the answer to.
God i wish id never met him,i really need to get my ass out there and get help and support its just having the energy and balls to do it.