Frankly, I know you pretty well and one day soon I think you will see this (not the death but the detour in plans) as a blessing in disguise...one of God's strangely wrapped gifts. It's just hard to get to that good place without first walking through the pain.
Take a break whenever you need to, find joy wherever you can, just know we are here and we care.
And we're rooting for you all the way.
