Welcome to SR.....Congratulations on one year of sobriety!!! Way to go!!!
Just remember if you use/relapse....it's not true no one will know..YOU will know. And for me that is worse than a thousand other people knowing and judging..because I have to live with my thoughts and the consequences of my actions.
I don't know about meetings in San Francisco but I bet someone will be along who can help you.
Hang in there...you have accomplished so much!!!!
Keep posting, wherever you like. Lots of great support and encouragement here.
(((((Warm, Welcoming Hugs))))))))