Originally Posted by
Dee74 
Hi Harry
Good to see you
I'm not in any programme, so all I can say is for myself I wasn't 'clean and sober' until I stopped trying to run away from reality by altering my mind - for me that meant putting down the weed as well as the booze
is taking the chip important to you?
D
I definitely want to be able to say "I am clean
and sober" and I know I need to be.
It's just that I feel guilty saying "sober" and having people assume that includes "clean" too. However, at the same time, being able to say I'm "sober" is a big deal to me and saying that I'm not or not taking that chip would be a blow for me. I'm really torn.