I have just heard today that my mom's kidney failure is the result of cancer. Multiple myeloma - cancer of the blood plasma. I guess they can treat some of the stuff that goes with it but it is not curable. I am pretty devestated - mom is not only mom but my best friend also. I am not leaving to go home until we find out the cancer stage and treatment plan.
I broke no contact after I found out. Talked with abf - it was a good conversation but really changes nothing. I find it bizarre that his stepfather and my mother both have cancer of the blood at the same time. Different kinds but still. All within a few weeks of each other. I know contact was maybe the wrong thing to do but I did it anyway. It is so darn hard to be strong when a bunch of stuff goes wonky all at once.
