Thanks Justie,
I am sorry that you have those issues too. it is painful isn't it? no matter how i try, i cant figure it out. i have researched it , for years, and it was a major cause of shame, to add to the other shames that i carried. silly, but i used to tell myself, "at the end of my life, i am gonna be mad at myself, for wasting time being jealous over nothing", as i was so often.
good luck to you sweetie.