Hello!! I understand how you feel....once I realized my husband is capable of lying (usually about drinking and drugs) I now don't trust anything he says. So often he is lying when I confront him and denies it at first. I have extreme jealousy issues as well even though I know that he is lucky to have me. His behavior over the years does not warrant the loyalty I continue to have for him. I know all this yet I am a jealous freak. Facebook is a major sore spot for us. I too have Daddy issues...by no means as sad a story that you have had...I wonder if that could be why? Always needing a mans approval? Good luck to you...I hope you find peace.