Although my gut feels like total crap right now I know that it will get better. I've been through this before and know it's painful to get through the recovery process during the first couple of days but because of all the support here I am going to do it this time. Perhaps I sound like a broken record but this is the only place I have to discuss my problem right now. I'm feeling so bad that I can't even go out in public right now.
I want my life back to normal and feel good again like it was for the last couple of years. I just don't understand how alcohol can make a person so miserable. I have rid of all the alcohol around me and am going to keep it that way. As I said in another post, when I have that urge to drink, put a dollar in the sobriety jar and see how it accumulates. Not only the $$$$ savings but the reassurance to a healthy life.
Thanks again for listening to my babbling......
