Thank you so much for that Mike! There is a meeting tomorrow night, I think I'll check it out and see how it feels.
I will be at a community college. I'll look into the counseling, never thought about that.
So I guess I just don't know how to love...which is so scary. I'm still super worried that I may have permanently damaged not only my relationship with my daughters but their self esteem as well. They are 12 and 7. I have to change this now for them and for myself.