june,
kelkel and squirrelly are right. remember how you feel right now and that will help the next time. you know what you need to do that is why you are here. everyone is rooting for you. remember that the way you feel right now is not worth taking that drink. i know its hard when everyone around you is indulging in your drug of choice, but keep hanging in there. today is a new day. in an hour and a half you will gain another day under your belt.