I don't ever want to feel like that again.
How well I know
that feeling! I
wanted to stop but
didn't want to stop - very confusing to me as well as family who worried about me. It IS possible Eliot. I finally 'got it' after all my trying and failing - I finally got it. And I was always relapsing. Always starting over. So if
I can do it,
you can.
Welcome back!
