Hey tooling
I spent about 20 years trying to forget a lot of bad feelings, memories and self image things by drinking.
The drinking got more and more frequent as time went on, but the bad stuff was still there.
Eventually I nearly died from drinking, so I decided to face the stuff I was drinking over instead.
Best decision I ever made - I used sit there drunkenly and dream of living the live I have now.
If I did it, you can too
you'll find a lot of support here
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