The guilt will pass, as you will realize you have nothing to feel guilty about. You will start to focus on yourself and your own needs. You will get past this, no doubt about it. Stay strong, get all the support you need, have some peace come back into your life. You cannot make someone well and have every right to be away from them if they will not help themselves. Make that your motto, you can do this.:ghug3
Hugs and God Bless!