Hi June
It is a powerfull force...our addictions.
We have to be aware of how quickly it sneaks up on us.
It is also the hardest time remember to think that drink through, remember all the yucky stuff that goes along with it.
If I do not keep my memories of hell green, I can convince my addicted self that I can handle it...and I know in my heart that I can't handle it at all.
Congratulations on getting right back up and back into sober life.