reality
well, if there's one thing i am realizing from this site, it's that as long as i'm with my AH my life will never change and most likely get worse.
i think deep down i knew this, but hoped beyond hope, it wouldn't be that way.
now i have to begin the dreaded steps of getting my AH to leave & to sell the home i cannot afford & find a decent place for the kids & i to live. i just didn't want to deal with all this but i know i have to.
i just wonder how my life got to this point. i'm not stupid, but i let him take over my life.
i'm just thinking out loud.
thanks for listenimg.