You don't want your family or close ones to know.
Your too busy to attend meetings.
You want to keep it undercover.
Let me ask you some things -
[1] Have you ever heard of Narcotics Anonymous?
[2] Are you aware that this is a Narcotics Anonymous forum?
[3] Did you know that Narcotics Anonymous is a 12 Step Program?
[4] Have you ever heard of the 12 Steps?
If your answer is no to any of the questions, you could do yourself a favor by checking out the link I provided previously :
http://www.na.org/admin/include/spaw.../IP/EN3101.pdf
Now here are the REALLY important questions:
[1] Are you an addict?
[2] Are you willing to do what it takes to recover from your addiction?
If your answer is yes to either or both, you're in the right place. There is no miracle one-size-fits-all solution, but in order to get what we have (recovery), you'll have to follow the path that we've followed to get there. Meeting attendance is only a part of that solution, but it is the starting place for many of us.
Get to a meeting. No excuses.