Fidget,
I am Triegger, an alcoholic, but also a newbie here. 36 hours sober now with the help and support of these great people.
I am too new to offer real advice other than to share that the first step for me was to admit I had a problem and I could not control it. Listen and post, share your feelings and the support is there.
Know you are in my thoughts and prayers,
Triegger