Fell off...
I went two weeks of sobriety and then completely fell off. Here I am again trying to get sober, and drinking way to much coffee instead. I went to the doctor and got some antidepressants, and talked with them for a while. Just giving a go I guess. I want this, I want to be happier, healthier, and enjoy life again. I feel like drinking has held me back. I used to have a blast, I had a huge group of friends in college (and oh boy we boozed it up), but then afterward I seemed to be able to control it better. I wouldn't binge drink and only drink on the weekends. Then some emotional pitfalls happened and for the past two years, and I've really hit the bottle. Thankfully my health is not as bad as it could be. I just want my life to feel like it did before drinking.