How nice it would be to not go, but we are meeting up with family also. This is the only time that we see certain family. There will be 20 ppl sleeping, but over 50 for the party. They all know I am not drinking. Im scared of my own self control.
I am already planning things to do with my 9 year old that will take me away from the partying, and she is excited. This puts me at ease.... a little.