The test.... A three day long party
A little nervous. Tomorrow we leave for the "beach house" where there will be a 3-day 4th of July party with 20+ ppl in the house, motor home, camper & misc. tents.
This has always been the "party weekend". We do alot of fishing, tubing, skiing, barn fires with smores, pig roast (sucker is in my tub right now..ewww) and tons of drinking. I have been sober for 54 days now. Not so hard for I havent been around any booze, and my problem is I go months without drinking then go on my binge.
BUT...... this is a party, I have always drank. I feel strong because as of right now I have no desire to drink. Im afraid of how I will feel with everyone around me drinking. I do feel good. I feel like I can do it. But I can't say that im not worried either. Any advice?