I get you Merc! I too just made it thru Canada Day completely sober! Ive only been sober for 10 days, but I am so happy I made it thru the holiday without drinking. I purposely avoided all social functions and stayed home. That was so odd, cuz Canada Day is huge for boozing and I never dissapointed at BBQ's past. The negative thing about quitting booze is that my social life will no longer exist...gets lonely.