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I don't know if I what I did is really what this reading suggests or not. I waited...and waited. I made plans to protect myself and continually questioned whether I should be acting on the plans and leaving. Everyone around me gave up a long time before and were urging me to leave. I couldn't. I wouldn't. I wasn't ready. I didn't know if I was making a terribly destructive choice by not acting, or if I was doing the right thing. I lived in limbo and hoped I would see some sign that would show me the way. I believe now that I was in limbo for a reason.....I was there long enough for my A to want to save himself. My life hasn't been perfect and I am certainly not the poster child for Al-anon....a lot of my decisions and behaviors were and have been questioned by anoners and caring family members. I do know that I made the right choices for me, though. That brings some peace. Thank you for the reading.