day 29...more than just abstinence
I still am resulting in using some brute force at this time, though it's not as hard.
I know this whole recovery thing is about so much more than not drinking. Right now, that's the first step I need to focus on. But I was thinking today about how much work left there is to do in my head, in my spirit, and in my heart.
It is a long road but I am thankful I've at least started walking. I've been standing at the start line for way too long.
I am replacing the drinking with more positive healthy things. Some days it's just hard all over, you know?
thanks, everyone, for responding.