(((hugs)))
I know how hard it is to let your child go on visitation with dad.
It does get a little easier, with time. I tried to remember that dispite our conflicts, the child loves dad. The child looks forward to seeing dad. I have to trust HP to watch over the things I have no control over.
I tried to make plans with my girlfriends when my children were gone for the weekend. It helped me keep my mind off of being seperated from my children.
You are going to be okay.
Your son will come home and be happy to see his wonderful Mom!