Hey,
I am so sorry Im... I know you are devastated. My best friend went through this, and it was so hard. I wish I could strengthen you somehow... but I will call on all that I know to do it for me.
Know that we are all pulling for you - and your wife. She really needs you now. So glad you are sober, so you can be there for her. Nurture yourself too dude, this is just as hard for you. I know how much you wanted this... but we know we aren't in control of when...
Not about anything.
:ghug3:
Lori