Originally Posted by
KingsCross 
Ben,
I really don't think you are a captive in your house. Laying around half the day watching TV is slothful. Please go outside. Walk, run, ride a bike, hike, fly a kite, volunteer, paint a house, teach computers at the library, man... anything! Especially in a small town where a gesture can seem much bigger. You have a lot to offer, please don't keep it to yourself.
And don't feel alone. As you can see, others have walked your path before. We're here to help.
I hear you. I agree it is slothful and its freaking miserable. I have so many excuses that I could put in this______________space. But, I hate it when I am talking to other addicts and they make excuses as to why they can't take good advice like you just gave me.
I am going to try and fill my time. I feel guilty and embarassed to be doing anything other than working or looking for work. Maybe I need to let that silly notion go.