Hi,
I wonder if you have talked to your dr about your depression. It could be that your depression may need to be treated before you can improve. I know recovery is not easy, but don't give up at this point.
My suggestion is to take a look around your community and find a way to give back. You can offer your time and volunteer in your community. Do something that will make you feel better, as well as helping others, and it won't cost you a penny. You can meet people and have fun.