Quote ((Maybe right now you are meant to go to school, be with the puppies, and daily inspire ME!)) Actually, make that US.
You said you need to just trust God, and I know that His plans will work out for you, in time.
The problem for me, is accepting that He has a totally different view of time to me, understandable when He is the beginning and end of time itself, and I am at best 2/3 of the way thru my life....and there is not much time left.
He must have something really snazzy lined up for you, as you have gone thru so much and never given up the struggle towards your goals.
God bless
God bless