Team,
I will not quit. I am just shaken by where I have gotten myself. Does that make since? I mean I knew I drank but never really thought about how much. Then I started noticing how I was feeling.
I found you guys cause I did not like where I was headed, but I will be damned if I thought I was as far gone as I am. I so appreciate your support and words. I have devoured this board and links sent to me. My education on this hell highway of recovery is ongoing as we speak.
you know I am one of those closet drinkers, noone around me would ever suspect. The thing is I am more ashamed to have let you guys down than my friends/family. I know you guys understand what it is like, and just as I cried when I read Athena's post about losing her 3rd day, I know there will be those of you out there who feel the same for me.
Again, let me say I will not quit and I will not quit posting.
Thanks,
Triegger