Triegger, no need to worry about what people here will think! You will find NOTHING but support here at sr.com!
Being able to admit what you went thru yesterday, and what you are going thru today, takes big time courage! You did not run and hide, you stepped up to the plate and reached out! C O N G R A T S ! ! ! for that!
Learn from your mistakes, and Keep coming back! !
Tom