I am sorry all, I failed miserably on Day One. Please do not be mad at me, or kick me off the board. If I could sell the shame I feel right now I could support all of you for the rest of your lives.
I know this is a disease and an addiction. One day at a time told me I had to want to be sober more than anything. You know, its funny, I really think I do but damn getting through it.
Look guys I am not giving up, tomorrow is another day. Just know I am pulling for all of you out there. This is a battle to be fought each day. May have got my butt whooped today but will not concede the war.
Please say a prayer for me,
Triegger