(((((((((( Bonbon ))))))))))
WHACK......WHACK.....WHACK......... now will you whack me? I actually felt sorry for my ex-a this weekend. QUACK....QUACK.....QUACK - I listened to it......that was my first mistake.
You are doing so well in your recovery........I have noticed such a huge difference in you. I really believe you know what you want to do but like Smoke said I think you're afraid of hurting him or some how feeling guilty because you really don't want to give him another chance just to be let done again but you feel like you owe him. YOU don't owe him a thing.............. you've paid your dues - lady............ You deserve to be happy and to be cherished by someone who can really love you. You are so awesome - don't allow him to bring you back in your recovery. Keep moving forward - remember that light getting brighter as you get out of the darkness. (Or something like that) You get the gest of it.
Take care and I'll be thinking of you.
Love,
Galnva