Heya C,
I am hanging in there. Trying to stay busy. I feel so ashamed of how I have come this point. I feel like if I could just have one drink it would be ok. I can handle one drink.
Damn how this addiction works in our heads. I know we all have those negative thoughts from time to time. I am not good enough, not smart enough, not thin enough etc. But to have this evil voice say, your just tense you need to relax, here I am I am your answer.
I know better but it talks a good damn game.
Thanks for checking on me, gonna try and eat some lunch and do some chorees.
Triegger