Day one is only as hard as you make it. So is day two, and day three.......
Once you really make up your mind, it will be easier to get sober.
YOU have to WANT sobriety, really, really want it!
Until then, like Dan said, it's one big taper. Some of us will live, and some won't.
Are you sick and tired of being sick and tired? Are you willing to go to ANY lengths?
Tom