Thanks Dee, now that I have found this forum I dont intend to stick around. Tomorrow is the begining to a new week. I need to be to work in 6 hours and am currently consuming my 10th beer I typically require to sleep. Tomorrow I will work my shift and end it with my usual energy drink and protein shake I use to prepare myself to workout-the one healthy vice I typically particiapte in. Afterwards I intend to smoke my usual joint and visit this forum instead of buying my 12 pack. As you stated covering one drug with another isn't a solution. But I never had a 'lack of aspiration' while smoking. Only drinking seems to numb me. I realize I should eventually quit smoking aswell. But alcohol is by far my biggest crutch. I have no acsess to help unless I ignore my lack of insurance. But I genuinely want to quit drinking before anything else. Thanks for all the words of advice and I will be here tomorrow.
