Second Times a Charm?
Hello Out There,
This is my second attempt at getting sober within this past year. My story is a long one so I will not bore you all with that just yet. Anyways to make a long story short, my first go round I was not doing it for myself... this time is different. I am realizing the affect my drinking is having on my life... sabotaging relationships, my health, my ambitions... the list goes on and on. I can no longer enjoy any activity without it involving alcohol... not even spending time with my closest friends and family. I am thinking about drinking on my way to work at 6 oclock in the morning and am deeply terrified by this. I am scared, feeling alone, and helpless... I havent mustered up enough courage to attend an AA meeting so I figured this would be the next best place to start.