Ever wonder how you let it get so bad
I'm trying to really work on myself (with the help of a counselor). And it has come to my attention that "normal" people wouldn't want to spend a week in my life. They would have left.
And it takes 2. As much as I want to blame stbxh, why did I stay after the first DUI? Afer the second? Rehab? Jail? .... The list goes on.
I think it is more than being codependent. Wouldn't jail be someone's bottom line. How on earth did my line get so blurried? Never would I have imagined I would have ever been okay with being married to someone who went to jail. I'm not gullible, but I believed the lies he was telling me. They sounded believable to me. But I also didn't want to see the reality.
Just throwing it out there as I muddle through this. Because I can't do this again with someone else.