Hi Liberty was touched by your post I was on paxil and alcohol for a long time and my emotions were suppresed so bad I went to my own sisters funeral and sat at the front of the church and couldent cry totaly detached.I am of the paxil now and over the withdrwals and seven days sober.Found myself on the net looking at a video of children praying with tears running down my face and actualy tearing up as I write this.It feels good I am not down or depressed I am just glad to be feeling something again.To numb for to long I wish you well on your journey and God bless..........jo