I have been very hurt and angry for the last 3 weeks over this. For some reason today (and i hope every day from now on) and am at peace with this. I woke up this morning and just had this feeling of "its over and I am ok". I didnt marry the guy, i dont have children with the guy, i dont own property with him so i am very lucky the ties can be cut so easily. I sickens me to think that i was allowing him to continue to manipulate me-and we are not even communicating!
I have decided to put all this passion in trying to figure him out and try to figure me out. I know all i need to know about him-he is a loser and its time for me to fly.
I really hope i maintain this attitude and strength....if i dont, ya'll give me a swift kick in the ass!