5 days sober
Well, here it is, the BIG DAY. I usually start on the beer in earnest this afternoon about 5:00pm and then don't stop until Sunday whenever I pass out. I'm still counting down the hours until 5pm and was craving a drink last night as is pretty much always the case, though I'm determined not to drink.
Anyway, I'm feeling pretty good and have had a good week at work without the whole drinking thing and the effects it has and I've been sleeping much better, even without the valium. Less stress and anxiety from alcohol = more relaxed. Just have to keep reinforcing that on myself.
Maybe I don't have a drinking problem after all............Ha ha ha ha ha hah...............yeah right!!!!!!!!!!!!