yes......life viewed through the "wide screen" takes some getting used too..
kinda like growing a new skin...........and the simple fact is life is tough sometimes.......no more burying my head in the sand or rounding off the sharp edges.
but then i think about what life was like with booze in it........i was the typical whirlwind......taking others close to me on a roller coaster of misery with me.
i like my life as it is........as uncomfortable as it can be sometimes.....
stay on the roller coaster........the dips get shallower.....the lows level out and life can and does become something beyond your comprehension.
best wishes.......