I had a falling out with my sponsor a few months ago and stopped going to meetings. I called her today and asked if we could meet and if she would continue going through the steps with me. We are up to Step 4 and I really struggle to understand what I am supposed to do becuase I don't understand her explanation and I feel she is judging me. Maybe I need a new sponsor. I'm not sure how much of it is me and how much is her. Maybe we just aren't a match sponsor/sponsee wise. I don't have any sponsees and I don't feel ready to, but I am in touch with other members of AA a few times a week by phone. I went to a meeting today and I am thinking I might need to do another 90 in 90 to get my head back in the right place.