Im still addicted
Im here cause i dont wanna be addicted anymore. I have been addicted to alcohol for about 12 years. I guess i am one of those people they call a functioning alcoholic. I drink daily, but I have kept a job the entire time. Relationships, are a different story. Now, in the last year I have also become addicted to hydrocodone. I want to quit. definitely, the hydro, but if i could the alcohol too.
I am just not sure where to start. I am so used to covering up my addiction, i dont know how to go to anyone and actually say i have a problem.
I am scared, because i did try to go without the pills and the anxiety was so bad i thought i would bust open. I cant deal with that feeling. Is there anything that can make it easier, or am i doomed to kill myself with my addictions.
loser