Originally Posted by
Radio33 
But I can't get cozy; I realize I have a problem and I must do something. It's still scary, though. Afraid of what I'll "miss" by not drinking... *sigh* always something.
What you'll "miss" is further liver damage that will likely put you in an early grave. You'll "miss" hangovers and periods of time that you can't remember what happened. You'll "miss" the guilt, shame, and conflicted feelings about your drinking habits.
My experience was that things got different, then they got better. There's so much more to life than drinking and drugging. So much more to enjoy.